First post

This blog is dedicated to myself, and myself only. After years struggling with my relationship with others, I decided to create this blog as a kind of a record of a journey, my journey on self improvement. So mostly I intended on share and record everyday situations and my input on them, share inspirational quotes and texts, vent and rant... It will help me to express my feelings without being judged, therefore cleansing my brain from the toxic waste I create when I feel and over analyse every little detail about my emotional struggles with other people and myself a thousand times.

So, here's the issues I wanna address:

- My anger, and the way that I sometimes take it out on others;

- My relationship with my friends, and the best way to manage it;

- My regrets about the past, lost friends, etc;

- My relationship with my close family:

- The best way to manage my relationship with my boyfriend;

- My reactions to certain things;

- This heavy feeling that lately burdens my heart, and it feels like i'm carrying a 1000 pounds heavy rock inside;

- My flaws and virtues;

- To learn from the past, and LET GO of it;

- My feelings.

Years from now, I want to read it all and see if it has helped me in any way. If I changed, if i´m happier, more fulfilled, more in control of myself, my emotions, and my relationship with others.

Right now, i´m going through one of the worst phases of my life... After some very joyful teenage years, some years of mixed feelings in the UK, a very happy 1st year of a relationship, an amazing erasmus year in spain followed by a terrible break up, another mixed feelings end of university year and sometimes hard, sometimes good 6 months in Austria, I am back...

And every since August, my life has been shit, in almost every way shape or form. I had such high hopes about returning to my country, and finally being able to be with my one and only after 6 months away in austria... I had problems with his family, with friends, with work... I kinda feel that this circle is closing, and a new one is about to unfold before my very eyes...


Let's see where it leads me, and let's record it here!

Soon!

Ghoulie